Dear Boss: I QUIT!!!

I LEAVE IT TO YOU

Things are so frustrating and I am hurting to bits. What good is it to fight when you know you'll end up losing? it's like joining a game when you don't know the mechanics or joining a singing contest without a good piece. So I stare at the wall and tried to fill my mind with happy thoughts. It didn't quite work this time, thank God for mama. She talked to me tonight and tell me things that I needed to hear. This is what she said ...

"it doesnt mean youre giving up the battle, ang ibig sabihin lng who will take over"

What mama meant is ... sometimes we also have to quit to win, the battle is not ours to fight alone but His. We have a part to play in every battle and once it's done it's HIS turn to be GOD.  


All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.” 1 Samuel 17 :47         
                                                                                                                
Therefore, not everyone who QUITS loses. Sometimes it only shows a picture of  absolute surrender when things are beyond our  control.

The Captain

So I am holding back my tears coz I am in a net cafe and i don't find it cool to show off tears in places like this until I got myself to this photo that made me hold back laughter instead. I can't say much about it except that the skinny and the most untidy person that I came to know for about 8years now can look better than Sam Milby on this photo., so just see for yourself.

This man has been a pain on my butt since the time I know him but well somehow I am on him too. I can't help now but to think of the times when I am at my lowest point and he's there .. even to this time that he no longer own his time. He still manage to make me feel that he cares and steal some time to see me. He is usually not there at the leap of all my joys but never did he fail to be there when I need him. He never promised to always be there, but what he does to me amounts more than all his broken promises. 

Jigouy, I salute you for you. Do whatever, just don't die in the battlefield as you just told me that you are not trained to die. I'm proud of you .,a soldier an actor :)) 

Facebook post: on Monday, 03 October 2011 at 23:27