Bawal ang nakasimangot

Nakakatuwa .. matagal tagal din akong walang blog ah. Kamusta na? ayos pa ba .. cool ka lang kase sa kabila nang lahat nang pangit na pangyayari sa paligid meron pa ring maganda tayong makikita kung lubusan lang nating bubuksan ang ating mga mata. 

Masaya ako, at sa sobrang saya ko' napapatagalog ako para masaya lang .. para kakaiba naman. Hindi naman iba sa akin ang maging masaya.,masayahin naman akong sadya pero iba ito. Lubos yung ligaya na nararamdaman ko sa puso ko.,para akong bagong kasal sa sobrang ligaya. Hindi pa ako nakasal, pero naka witness na ako ng kasal na batid ko kung paano ginawa .. kaya ayon parang alam ko lang ang pakiramdam at siguro ganito yung klase ng saya na nadama nila at maaring higit pa. 

 

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko masambit ng sakto kung baket ako masaya ... pero ito kase yung klase ng ligaya na kahit naranasan kong simangutan at hindi kausapin ng maayos ngayong araw ay nagawa ko pa reng ngumiti at piliing mahalin yung taong nagsungit sa akin. Inisip ko na lang na marahil, kailangan nya lang nang pang unawa. :) 

Pinaalala saken ni Lord yung Proverbs 15:1, sabe nya dun na "a gentle answer turns away wrath but a harsh words stirs up anger" .... lahat naman tayo ay tao lang. At kahit gaano pa tayong kabait ay  dadating ang mga araw na mabubugnot tayo, pero isang bagay pa ang natutunan ko na sa bawat aksyon na gagawen natin may kaakibat itong epekto sa tao na nakakita o nakarinig sayo. Pwede kang pumikit at mag buntong hininga hangga't kaya, pero kung hindi naman .. edi sige magalit ka' mainis ka o kaya magsungit ka gusto mo yan e. Ang tanong ko lang eh .. ipagpapalit mo ba ang isang relasyon sa isang sandaling hindi mo na control ang iyong emosyon?' sayang naman. Pero hindi bale .,wag ka pa ren mag alala kasi depende pa ren naman sa tao kung paano nya tatanggapin ang mga pangyayare sa paligid nya. :)

Ang likot ng isip ko. Basta ngiti ka lang.,wag natin sayangin ang pagkakataon na makapag bigay buhay dahil nagbigay ka ng ngiti at nagsalita ng maayos. Gusto kong balikan yung PAG - IBIG., punuin natin nito ang puso natin' si Jesus ang tinutukoy ko. MAgugulat ka na lang ... kumikinang ka na. :)

PAG - IBIG ni Yeng Constantino (awitngpusongmamon)

Mahiwaga ang pag - ibig. Matapos mawasak ang puso ko nung unang araw ng taon. Natagpuan ko ang sarili ko sa tunay na kahulugan ng pag - ibig. Nag - iisang tunay na pag - ibig. Salamat kay Yeng at sa mga taong natuwa sa pag gawa ko nito. :)

May hiwaga ang tunay na pag - ibig. Isusulat ko sa susunod. :)

A beautiful story :)

She lives her life just as she found it while he lives it without the fear of losing it. They crossed path sometime in 2003 in a University where they studied college. She didn't quite liked him at first because he always tease him and pull her pony tail from her newly fixed hair every time. Days went by and she already get used to it, 2004 came and early on that year her father died. Little did she know that his dad died when he was 2 or 3 until he began to open his life to her. The story has been told again .. and again .. and again. Since then, her view of him deepen. There's something about this man that is so special that draws her closer to him, in her heart she wants to show him how beautiful life is no matter what the circumstances are and there are far more important things to treasure than a stick of cigar which he values the most at that time. 


Days, weeks, months and years gone by what happened to thee?' she only remember the good things they've shared. Sometime over the years when he would catch a firefly to keep her from crying or make fun of himself even in public just so she would laugh., when one morning in the mountain after he climb up to the peak he brought down a flower for her. Remembering moments when he  was at her side the entire time when her mom whom he loves and loves him so dearly was sent to the hospital a couple of times. It is but a sweet memory to remember moments when they walk on the streets of some places and he hides from her (but not when it's dark) He never lose his patience towards her in her most bratty acts (not even once). He manage to even embrace the moods of her mom and sisters, she smiles. He has always been there ... he never left. 


It is a wonder when on the very first time that she met his family, they seem to be so knowledgeable about her that they know even her most embarrassing moments ... instantly she felt close and accepted by them. Their love made her love him all the more. 


Countless memories of both sorrow and joy were shared ..she can't help but smile every time she remembers them. But as they go older it can be that they have chosen to live different lives away from each other or yet live with someone else. No matter how perfect the picture can be.  It just wouldn't fit in to the frame of being together forever. 


Maybe they are the perfect two as most people sees it but there are things that just can't be. They may not end up together but she was told that he will remain to be her one great love. He may have loved another woman but she knows that he loves her more than anyone else. It's a special kind of love that he cannot share with anybody else. 


She may have cried a bucket of tears but her heart is not filled with regrets, she hopes the best of joy in the world for him as he hopes likewise for her. Roads may have to lead elsewhere somehow for a time but later in HIS rightful place and time they will see each other on the crossroads. :)

I don’t know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you’re not scared of anything at all
Don’t know if Snow White’s house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

Thank you for reading.

Dear Boss: I QUIT!!!

I LEAVE IT TO YOU

Things are so frustrating and I am hurting to bits. What good is it to fight when you know you'll end up losing? it's like joining a game when you don't know the mechanics or joining a singing contest without a good piece. So I stare at the wall and tried to fill my mind with happy thoughts. It didn't quite work this time, thank God for mama. She talked to me tonight and tell me things that I needed to hear. This is what she said ...

"it doesnt mean youre giving up the battle, ang ibig sabihin lng who will take over"

What mama meant is ... sometimes we also have to quit to win, the battle is not ours to fight alone but His. We have a part to play in every battle and once it's done it's HIS turn to be GOD.  


All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD’s, and he will give all of you into our hands.” 1 Samuel 17 :47         
                                                                                                                
Therefore, not everyone who QUITS loses. Sometimes it only shows a picture of  absolute surrender when things are beyond our  control.

The Captain

So I am holding back my tears coz I am in a net cafe and i don't find it cool to show off tears in places like this until I got myself to this photo that made me hold back laughter instead. I can't say much about it except that the skinny and the most untidy person that I came to know for about 8years now can look better than Sam Milby on this photo., so just see for yourself.

This man has been a pain on my butt since the time I know him but well somehow I am on him too. I can't help now but to think of the times when I am at my lowest point and he's there .. even to this time that he no longer own his time. He still manage to make me feel that he cares and steal some time to see me. He is usually not there at the leap of all my joys but never did he fail to be there when I need him. He never promised to always be there, but what he does to me amounts more than all his broken promises. 

Jigouy, I salute you for you. Do whatever, just don't die in the battlefield as you just told me that you are not trained to die. I'm proud of you .,a soldier an actor :)) 

Facebook post: on Monday, 03 October 2011 at 23:27