by Joyieness Valenz on Monday, 29 August 2011 at 21:45 / Facebook
Last week we had an admin / faculty photo shoot for the school's website and I got depressed after looking at the photo because I look awefully bad. Today, I receive an sms from a networker who is bugging me to sign up under his name that says "ang laman ng bulsa mo ay syang laman rin ng utak mo" meaning your earnings depends on the capacity of your brain. Agree or not this is what God taught me at this time of my life ..
Problems in life are like death, it can't be cheated. And no matter how big and small they are, everybody has it and there's no way you can bail yourself out. But how does it differ? perhaps it's the way we look at it and to whom do we run to when we have one. Do we stop and pitty ourselves, run to people to earn symphaty and hear words that we wanted to hear. Or see it as a platform to view your horizon and run to the ONE who knows everything that He created?'
I've been through a lot in my life,my sister almost died in 1998 when at the same time my uncle died. We have no money when I am about to enter college. I lived away from my parents and end up to be a working student. My pop died when I was 17 followed by my grandmother after a month, who happen to be the closest to me at that time because then, I live in my grandparents house and we sleep in one room. My grandpop almost gave up on his own life a year ago when it's almost his birthday. And yes, I had the most terrible heartbreak not any of you can ever imagine.
People often says, palagi kang masaya nu? wala ka bang problema?' well .. I do too. Honestly, my weight is a problem for me. My little earning perhaps is a problem too when it can't even meet my needs at times. My inabilty to get over the feelings that I have for the only man that I love is a big one not to mention the slow phase of my career is giving me headache and certainly living miles away from my mama, dee and sisters is sometimes depressing. So if you think that we don't have equal shares of life blows .. think again.
....to be continued.
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