by Joyieness Valenz on Tuesday, 20 September 2011 at 00:50 / Facebook
Heavy rain and I'm not quite sure where to go, I left my umbrella in the house where I last slept .. I stood still and faked a smile. It was late and it left me no choice but to ride a cab. Pondering on the things that life is offering me, the radio played a song that goes ...
Tears began to well up my eyes, I can't barely see a thing. I uttered a little prayer and asked God to deliver me on this. Five days ago, I am surprised to come home with my house door widely opened ... things scattered all across the house and as expected my dearly gadgets ALL gone [laptop/s, iPod,camera,sister's cp and cash] it took a short while before I get myself to move and the moment I did .. I lose control.
I guess by now you'd realize
You can't be on your own
And all your cares
And all your burdens
Should be cast upon His throne
Letting go, just let go, letting go
Let go and you'll understand
After 25 long yeas of being dependent, I am now on my own. I used to tell mama that I want to try it out .. to get my own place .. do what I want with my time and all the like until I had the chance to be in it when the theif came to steal not only my things but my comfort of having a place to call home. This is tougher than I think it would be, and surely I don't understand why God wanted me to go through all these. But for whatever reason He is preparing me for, I pray that I'll endure.
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